標題是有點驚悚...呃
不過確實是我現在的狀態 
其實不是發生了啥事
只是聽了TS的「Brought Up That Way」
我是不是傻了點... ╮(╯▽╰)╭
說真的
好久沒有一首歌可以讓我聽了之後淚流不止的了
或許是歌詞太真實了吧
也或許是我也經歷過類似的事吧
我完全能體會到歌曲裏面爸爸的心情還有女兒的心情
現在想想
第一首讓我哭的歌應該就是張學友的「遙遠的她」
那句「遙遠的她不可以再歸家 我在夢裡卻始終只有她」
讓當時還小小年紀的我留了多少淚...
話說 我曾經一度特別討厭「世上只有媽媽好」 雖然現在也沒多喜歡
純粹是因為這首歌裏面把沒媽媽的孩子寫得也太一文不值了吧
這讓我們這些孩子情何以堪!!!
或許是任何可以讓我想到媽媽的歌
都會讓我落淚吧... (呃 除了上面我提到那首...= =)
雖然過去了這麼多年了
我告訴自己也告訴別人我沒事了
但是
一個人靜靜的時候
雖然 關於媽媽的記憶本來就不多...
還是會不自覺的想起媽媽
還是會不自覺的想如果我媽媽還在
我們是不是可以過得更幸福快樂
老爸是不是可以過得更輕鬆舒坦
自從媽媽去世之後
我老爸爲了這個家付出太多了
雖然我從來不曾在他面前表達過我有多愛他
但是我真的打從心底的很愛他~ (不好意思...我又要哭了...
估計 這個世界上不會再有人像他那樣子的愛我了...
老爸
你一定要健康長壽!
每次看到你咳嗽的時候我都好心疼也好害怕
我不能想像
如果哪一天睜開眼睛看不到你
我會怎麼辦...
附上歌詞
どうぞ
Brought Up That Way by Taylor Swift
Emily comes home from school
Grabs onto her daddy's hand
He says, "Baby girl, what's wrong with you?"
She says, "Please don't make me go back there again."
She said, "I wish there was someway to make them stop it."
So he drives down to that principles office
And says, "I didn't bring her up so they could cut her down
I didn't bring her here so they could shut her out
I'd live my whole damn life to see that little girl smile
So why are tears pouring down that sweet face?
She wasn't brought up that way."
Emily's home late again
He sees that boy drive away
Oh but something's different this time
She doesn't have too much to say
She said, "He tried but there's just some things I won't do"
And through the tears she said, "I couldn't do that to you"
And he said, "I didn't bring you up so he could wear you down
Take that innocent heart and turn it inside out
I'd live my whole damn life to see my little girl smile
So don't let nobody take that away
You weren't brought up that way."
The phone rings on a rainy night
Says, "It's Officer Tate"
He said, "Sir, there's been an accident
You'd better come down here right away
A drunken driver missed an overpass
And Emily she's fading fast."
He says, "God I didn't bring her up to watch them lay her down
Nearly killed me the day they put her mama in the ground
Only thing that kept me alive was that little girls smile
So please don't take that away
It won't be easy taking her today, she wasn't brought up that way."
He stands over the hospital bed
Emily opens her eyes
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要屎了
明天中午還要去BBQ
我不會掛著兩只泡泡眼粗線吧....
呃 不是明天是今天... 再過4個鐘就要出發了
趕緊滾去睡...
以上。
Mar 5, 2011
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